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Tim Jeffrey has been published in every
form and has written for newspapers and magazines from time to time.
He has chosen a selection here of representative pieces, including
some still unpublished articles and some blog-like rants.
Going Back
The Triumph of Saints and
Heroes
Park Is Again the Place To Be
Detroit News Editorial Submission
GOING BACK (back
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Timothy Jeffrey©
The clearest pictures of
that time, black and curled from the chemicals of my father’s basement dark
room, show striped canvas awnings over sitting porches of modest two bedroom
bricks and a mix of simple close-together two-story clapboard flats. High above the street arches a cathedral
vault of healthy maples, elms and oaks, stippling the peaceful lawns. It is Turner Street, the early fifties, the
Livernois-Puritan area. Long before the
wholesale devastation set in, I lived in an idyllic, magical Detroit that in my memory still holds rich,
thrumming life and promise. That is how I remember it: a photo, fixed in
time.
The green grocer, the
butcher, the barber...a shoe repair shop, a Chinese laundry, the pharmacist -
even the doctor was at the end of my block.
It was my Penny Lane. But the people, the adults after the war
seemed to me gray as the photographs of that place do now, under-saturated,
hollowed out. Disoriented. They were beginning “normal” life for the
first time in the American Century. They
were young first generation, English-speaking Americans who’d won a war, and
the sudden abundance encouraged them to imagine they had engineered an American
economic miracle. Especially in Detroit, where we made
things. But I saw ghosts all around
them.
Detroit had just started building cars again
after stopping in 1942. People from
families that had never had a high school graduate were attending college on
the GI Bill. My father tells me there
was “an air of elation.” People were
breathing again. Especially in Detroit, the engine of the
war, the cradle of the industrial revolution.
No one had ever lived in
this kind of world, so we were starting over, new. New inventions, new-looking buildings
downtown, new conveniences in the kitchen for mother. Most people walked or took the bus, but my
father bought an almost new, sleek ‘53 Ford for our family. He ran his photography business out of the
house, so he was often able to play with us.
One day, he told his
four kids that he had found something.
Had one of us dropped it? He
produced a piece of paper, singed on three sides, and yellowed. There were drawn lines, a compass north. We told my father excitedly it was a
map! Son of a gun, he said. You’ve got something there. That was Detroit and this...our neighborhood? Wait just one minute: our yard?
By golly.
He had us step it
off. Father said he half remembered a
story about this area being a big old body of water long ago, when pirates
roamed the seas. We had to walk it off
several times because we were so shook up, we were starting to confuse each
other. Back by the alley fence, three
feet from the neighbor’s garage, he put the shovel in. When he hit the box, we jumped ahead and dug
with our hands.
We pulled out an
ancient-looking jewelry box. Inside, we
beheld pearls, other shiny things, a pin, a broach... Father told us he and mother would save it
all for us until we were old enough to take care of it all.
Our backyard was ever
after a hallowed, magical place.
But even at four, I
would climb the fence and set off down the alley in search of my real
parents. I suspect this was because my
parents always told me they didn’t know what to do with me, or why I wouldn’t
behave - but it could have been simple inherited wanderlust: both grandfather’s
had migrated here from other places, and to this day I have never stopped
moving.
I began back then,
shadowing a rag picker who towed a rusty Radio Flyer full of recovered detritus
from the years of the city’s discarded production: odd rusting implements and car parts, chip
canisters, bullet casings, spoons, tins, condiment bottles with colored
remnants, bits of fabric, switch covers, lead pipe, and so on. He took it all to his garage and he kept it
there, and people said he made things with it.
Some people, my elders said, never got over the shock of the Depression
and just kept collecting - against the chance of another collapse. They had lost their ability to trust the new city’s wealth or
anybody’s words. I had seen pictures of
the European rabble piles and my glittering, rutted alley looked like that, so
I dug for lost treasures: Barbasol cans, good rocks, liquor bottles (still
containing a finger of amber liquid), knife handles. I filled my pockets with history.
Still, that pall on
everyone: I am told now by my parents that this is only my fanciful invention -
digging for clues by planting them first.
But I am well-read, and I have concluded that the sudden abundance and
the optimism of that time only resurrected the differences between neighbors
that had - however miserably - linked all of us in food lines, union movements
and victory gardens barely a generation before. Something of that common despair saturated
the very air I was breathing. Even then,
I knew what the Bomb was, that it could come at any time and despoil, maybe
obliterate the humming, industrious vitality that excited my senses. Someone far away could take it from me and my
Detroit.
Detroit would be targeted first - I’d heard
the adults say so, almost proudly. The
war wasn’t over; they were eternally vigilant.
So I was. When they wanted to
cheer each other up, they drank Stroh’s beer and made Polack and Jewish jokes
that I wasn’t supposed to repeat. We
Americans didn’t trust everybody, I knew, even if I didn’t know who it was I
should distrust. Plainly, someone wanted
to undermine us - my family, me - someone who had never agreed with us, who
secretly had more and wanted us to have less.
Serious men in echoing shadowed rooms speaking uncomfortably into
microphones on the new invention, our television, a wooden Muntz box with a
brass-rimmed porthole that gave the impression we were eavesdropping on the
outer world through a private telescope.
The adults around me were serious like that at times, spoke of “them” -
in a lower register so I wouldn’t hear - of the Ones who would soon come and would spell the end of my
neighborhood. Another war was coming...
I exploded popsickle
stick machine gun nests of toy soldiers in the alley, tossing rock/whistle
bombs from behind bushes to simulate unerring American air assaults.
The Chinese didn’t like
us, they said. Jimmy (whose family ran
the laundry and lived upstairs at the corner) could talk Chinese with his
parents... maybe about us. The Russians
were already here, too, near Michigan
Avenue. For
sure, the Germans were mad at us. We
were Irish, and until very recently, when we became cops and then politicians,
no one would let us work. My
grandparents on my father’s side spoke with a Scottish brogue, and that meant
they would squeeze a penny till it screamed.
Adults acted nice to me,
but they laughed too urgently at their jokes, I felt, for people under
siege. I knew they were covering. My parents’ friend Cy, a cool “swinger” who
called me “Daddy-o” and wore alpaca sweaters, chewing on a match - even
Cy argued politics with my uncles so vociferously he spit a little. I associated that with Tony and Maria, the
Italian neighbors who also spit unintelligible venom in their constant
turmoil. It was a neighborhood:
everybody knew each others’ business, but I was already noticing that
right-acting people didn’t publicly acknowledge such things. Instead,
everything they thought about other people came out in my living room when the
adults gathered. I was trying to put
this all together, to keep “a sharp look out, hep cat,” as Cy told me to
do. My brother became a scout; their
motto was: “Be prepared.”
Sam, Charley the
Barber’s colored “shoeshine boy,” chased us out and into the alley when we
sneaked in through the back door of the shop to play boo through the hall curtain.
But Sam didn’t laugh like the barber and the customers; we never heard
him speak to the men in the chairs, who also never addressed him. Maybe he wanted to hurt us. Jimmy said he did.
At church I saw bomber
jackets, or those Chinese silk baseball jackets with bright colored piping - on
the backs of which were stitched battalion names and wars, red dots on a
lighter field cut in the shape of Korea. They weren’t like us. So, we were exploding them.
* * *
I ran away a lot. Exploring the alley, I would eventually be
found at my uncle’s bar, under a beer truck, on the next block. My mother says they didn’t worry much because
whoever found me would bring me home.
Everyone was acquainted and no one would allow a child to be hurt. Maybe
to reassure herself, my mother told stories of
how I was safe, living in the same place my mother had been raised. Our house was still owned by “Pop” - my lanky,
taciturn slightly alcoholic grandfather who I considered my childhood buddy
(and would learn years later found me an unnerving, hyperactive nuisance). He
had moved upstairs to give us the main floor of the cramped house. A lot of people lived like that.
I was on the look-out
(the ice cream man by my school whose protruding glass eye looked like an
opaque funhouse mirror... adults cruising by in cars: kids were snatched
somewhere in the city). I’d heard the
parents say “they” were coming soon. In
Cowboy movies, the Indians descended from blue-shaded, tall stands of pines,
and I could see the same kind of trees over there, where I had never been,
several blocks beyond the schoolyard.
They would come from that direction.
I would shoot them, to protect
us. My city, my family. Me.
My home, Detroit, of the first
paved street, the first expressway, the first radio broadcast. Just then the first shopping center was being
erected on the edge of town.
Cars. We got to see the new models earlier than
anyone in the country and the corporations often permitted employees to test
futuristic prototypes in Detroit
first. So, when Chrysler began
developing turbines, we kids looked for them.
Suddenly, just another day on the playground, twenty feet away in normal
traffic, the hushed, paranormal mechanism would ghost past us like some
galactic invader.
The future. Our playground - at least the boys - stopped
cold, entranced. History being made
before our eyes. We were the ones who
knew something no one else did. We told
each other what we had seen, then we told our families. I wanted to grow up to be the one telling,
because then everyone would look admiringly at me and be quiet and listen, like
they did for my funny uncle.
My own penchant for “telling”
began, really, when Pop, who apparently wanted me out of his hair, used to take
me out to the porch glider to sit with him and distract me. We made up stories. Our stories were of two make believe down on
their luck goofballs named Charley and Jake.
They were forever in trouble.
Their lives played out before us on the block, where we were sure newer
neighbors who we didn’t know so well were frustrated with the two.
Pop would get it going:
“Well doggone it, what are those two doing this time?” Then I had to pick that up, name some trouble
(I remember “roller skating in the back alley...” as one repeated theme), then
he would name the next outrageous incident and we were off. They never had money and someone was always
chasing them. Neither of our clownish
creations ever talked much, even to each other, or had a handle on how to fix
their dire straits.
But maybe that’s how the
world looked to me: we had live theater in my neighborhood. Tony and Maria, who had lived three doors
down since my mother had been small, were an ever-unfolding human drama. Though their broad front porch was a
veritable proscenium, the small wooden back porch and yard served well as
theater in the round if you happened to be out hanging clothes. They wore their old country tempers like
millstones about their lives, never averse to letting the neighborhood know
their most intimate thoughts on a host of subjects. Their debates were legend. But they were a comfort to me, because my
parents said I had no self-control, either.
I sneaked over the fence and watched them from the alley.
Maria was from a wealthy
Boston family,
as it turns out, and Tony was not. A
dark and eruptive - if gentle - man, he was road-apple brown (from years of
hard outdoor labor) heavy about the eyes, and ham-handed. He looked scary.
Their bouts - Olympian
shouting matches punctuated with dishes smashing like a Laurel and Hardy film - boomed through the
walls of their first floor until Tony burst into the backyard ahead of an
astonishing string of Italian gutturals.
As Tony knew when he escaped, Maria came no further, for some reason
unable to step that far into the yard, a
kind of demilitarized zone. She never
descended into the yard. Superstition,
perhaps. No one ever knew.
Engorged, putting her
not-so-fine-point on her arguments, she stood on the porch gesturing wildly,
Tony answering with somewhat less vitriol and using similar hand signals until
she was the only one talking and he stood waiting. But Tony never fought back, never hit her;
and these were the days when no one would have objected. When he saw me or anyone else watching as
Maria bellowed, Tony twirled a finger at his temple: Maria was nutty. Tony was
trying to reassure me. So I was part of
their lives. I found them fascinating because I knew them now, better than
anyone else.
After a little while,
Tony hopped the fence and headed down the alley to my uncle’s bar. Like Charley and Jake, he was in hot water
and using the alley for his getaway. He
would come home, liquored up, when everything had blown over.
People were no longer
obliged to live in the city flats and apartments where they’d had to endure
each other’s families, or had to share hallway bathrooms. These were not the peasant market streets of
Tony’s youth. Now you could retire the
matter to your own private space.
Americans suddenly had money, and options. Things had changed. The most obvious was that no one had to
bother with each other any more. They
had already made Tony and Maria invisible.
A physical manifestation
of the chasms developing between us all, an expressway ditch was suddenly laid
across our street, cutting my paternal grandparents off from us. My parents told us they would move us out to
the suburbs. I dreamed of a big empty
field, no one around, the opposite of a city.
Past the line of trees. Over
There. A place like in westerns.
I did not want to go.
* * *
In subsequent years, the
exodus and sprawl continued apace. I was
estranged, orphaned from a Detroit that was becoming
all places instead of a company town with a fairly identifiable network of
extended families, cultures, architecture, history.
And I learned that
“they” - with some terribly potent authority - had come. They chased out
everyone I knew, and soon we all lived in contiguous Catholic parishes in the
suburbs. City neighborhoods
imploded. Whites scurried in new, fast
and shiny, rocket-motif automobiles toward the borders of town like settlers in
Manifest Destiny, or manned travel to a culturally featureless moonscape. Our parents said we were going to have more
land and we did, kind of: home lots backed into one another, reclaiming alley
space, covering traces of the pre-war past,
breaking with any remaining vestige of “city.” At our back fence in the suburbs was a
crumbling brick barbecue pit and a gnarled apple tree. My father cut it down and landscaped it. He cared a lot about how our lawn looked. He painted the clothes pole.
Not until high school
did I come back to the city, where I attended the college-prep that only
accepted me because my father had gone there.
I hated it, especially that I was in the company of kids who possessed
more than I did, who didn’t have to work two jobs like I did, to pay their
way. Hitchhiking the ten miles in and
out of the city each day, I studied its decline: stores closing, homes and
neighborhoods gone to shit.
Our school instigated
fights with cross town rivals at sporting events where (despite a popular
misconception) whites jumped “them”
far more often than otherwise. Weirdly,
my “greaseball” white classmates and friends who hated “them” the most
nonetheless wore thick and thins, Cuban heels, sharkskin pants and pinkie
rings. Also, imitating inner city males,
they smoked Kools, listened purely to Motown music, and said “man,” at the end
of their sentences. Wanting the edge, to
be the outcasts, they became what they hated.
One Italian psycho east-sider I knew formed a band with three buddies
who called themselves, “The 13 Screaming Negroes.” Brothers loved them. Rock and roll united the races.
A secret had been kept
from us, I remember feeling, and I hated the adults I had known for failing my
trust. I was headed for the
counterculture. I identified with
blacks; I was an infiltrator. At least,
saying so made me different from my contemporaries. That seemed important.
But a place is what you
are, and I would learn I was no better than any other white: One afternoon of my senior year, after
“they” had arrived at the school, I had a psychology class that one of “them,” an advanced student, was allowed to
attend with several other underclassmen.
The teacher had left the room and I had wandered to the window as a few
guys mumbled here and there.
I was making fun of
things and getting my share of attention.
I had a reputation for skipping classes and serving time after
school. That moment, one of the women
who served us lunch, a slight, animated black granny, was heading across the
parking lot as I looked out. I tapped
the window and waved. She smiled, as she
always did because she liked us, and waved back.
Then, without her
knowing, I said: “Bye-bye nigger
lady...”
And the sudden, shocked
vacuum behind me brought it home: one of them
was here. He was a kid I had greeted
several times in the hall - because I wanted him to know we were not all alike,
that I did not even enjoy these rich bastards, but especially, that I did not
want him to feel uncomfortable. I wanted
to protect him.
I turned now. His frozen dark features were closed; he
stared at his desktop. I sat down in the
desk, dry-mouthed and scalded. After a
space, the teacher returned.
I never apologized. I never spoke to the kid again.
* * *
That summer in 1967, we
watched the sky turn crimson toward the river and the curfew was announced and
parents sat on their porches talking in disgusted whispers about them and their violent stupidity. Many of us were told we couldn’t ever go into
the city again, even to see the Lions, Tigers or Red Wings.
I was eighteen and
disposed to anarchy. I needed to be
where everything was happening. Blacks
were always at the top of the list of forbidden delights for white kids and so,
desirable attractions. They were new, they were happening, they
meant trouble - like we stood for a cause, had an actual viewpoint.
The City, therefore,
held mystery, danger, and promise, especially if you could say you’d been
around them. We drove down that night, watching the
inhabitants set fire and loot.
When “I Got Friday On My
Mind,” our anthem, came on the radio, we blasted it:
It’s going to happen in the city
I’ll be with my girl, she’s so pretty.
She looks fine tonight, she is paradise to me
Tonight: I’ll lose my head... Tonight: I’ll spend my bread...
Tonight: I’ve got to get
--
The following spring,
Martin Luther King was killed, right after making his “I Have A Dream” speech
in Detroit. Then Robert Kennedy.
Then, a little over a
year after the riot had divided us all, the Tigers won their first World Series
since the end of World War II and the city blew wide open again. Within minutes that afternoon - horns
honking, toilet paper streamers hanging off trees everywhere and people with
transistors pressed to their ears, jumping on the sidewalks and slapping backs
and hands - I headed downtown.
I have never seen the
city like that before or since: surging, ecstatic throngs in love over being
Detroiters. Buses marooned in the human
river became party parlors which people entered and left through the windows. The bars literally dried up and more people
spilled into the streets. Blacks and
whites danced together there sharing bottles.
Though some cars tried to make their way out of town on Michigan Avenue, it
was hopeless. As one white driver inched
along, a young brother mounted the hood and was joined by an equally blitzed
white guy who scrambled to stand next to him. Both struck proud, indomitable
poses reminiscent of famous warrior bronzes in Campus Martius downtown - a
double racial ornament for the Future Detroit: two drunk fans. People all around cheered.
I met a girl and we
hastily repaired to my ‘65 Mustang where, in the back seat, we steamed things
up. The door suddenly popped open; a
black kid jumped into the driver’s seat and put the grab on my 8-track player.
Our hands were occupied,
so we were pretty much compromised. “Hey! You mind?”
He swung around - not
particularly disappointed or in a hurry to leave. Then, a sport, he said: “Sorry, man, didn’t
know nobody in here.”
“No big deal,” I said,
ever the good citizen.
It was a nutty Detroit night. We were all making charming mayhem
together. Another first for the city:
blacks and whites rioting with a common, peaceful cause.
I worked at the time in
a restaurant where gamblers, Mafioso bookies and hit men met, which was also
where the sports heroes of the day and television personalities
frequented. The owner was a spoiled
suburban college business graduate with a flashy roll who desired like so many
of them to act like a tough Detroiter, since that alone could get you laid in
the right circumstance. He let me drive
his Mark III all over town. I cruised
the ghetto, where I got genuine respect, where they knew a boat when they saw
one.
My obnoxious country
club boss wore alligator shoes and golf sweaters, but he was out of date
now. He knew it, saw that my hair was getting long; I looked
like the new direction. He asked me one
night if any of my friends had some pot he could try. The barriers were coming down. I hear that he is now something of a comic
legend in Detroit:
after he lost a game of cards to the hoods one night, he spent the next 20
years opening restaurants that mysteriously burned down every other year. He got strung out on stuff. They hung him on a meat hook one night in an
Eastern Market walk-in freezer by way of demonstrating a point.
But I had quit him by
then. I escaped my family, my town. I wanted to be somebody else, somewhere
else. I hitchhiked around the country, bummed
for a while, and when I told people where I was from, got a strange, in some
cases awed, respect - even in California
a month after the Manson murder. So I
told the dweebs stories of my life “in the gangs” - of course, this time I was
winning all those fights. I made up my Detroit for them, the
entertainer.
A lot has intruded since
I went away to college: I dropped
out. I drove cab. I was drafted. I refused to go. They were going to put me in jail. I’m a Detroit
boy, I don’t scare. For some reason, they never prosecuted.
Then I moved back into
the city.
It was a scary place by
then. Streetlights rarely worked and cop
helicopters ran their floods down my street almost nightly while sirens
wailed. I was the only white guy for miles
and the low-key coke salesman in the downstairs flat said to just stamp my foot
and his boys would come up and take care of business any time someone gave me
trouble. He meant the ones who were
always trying to break in, sometimes as I sat there fronting them off from
behind the door, shouting at them to go away.
My dealer liked me: white boys were always of legal and practical use if
you got stormed by the narcs. Of course,
he was paying off a judge and some cops, and a state congressman regularly
brought his girlfriend by for the occasional fix on the house, but you couldn’t
overestimate the advantage of having a white boy on the premises.
Guns went off all the
time at night. Bodies were found in my
alley. Almost every night, some crackpot
down the street, as a ritual apparently conducive to good sleep, came out to
his lawn in the dark, shouted: “Night, e'rebody!’ and squeezed off a couple
rounds into the air to signal the end of yet another meaningless day. A drunken, well-dressed crooner in the rain
walked under my street lamp in the deepest hour of night and put on a show,
begging a lost lover to forgive him.
The guy across the street inexplicably blew
out his windows with a double barrel and still spent the winter there,
appearing stolid but harmless in an empty lightless frame from time to time,
peering out silently at his Detroit
from a blanket burnoose.
I thought of Maria, who
regularly went to the front porch to lecture the neighbors regarding their
insensitivity, bellowing: “You theenk
ama craze? Eeza you! You acraze!”
After a while, people put out cigarettes and went inside from their
porches, closed their drapes.
Today suburban homes
have recessed postage-sized porches, and massive, largely unoccupied elaborate
decks in back that cost more than most homes did twenty years ago. We turn away, go to the back room, to the
back yard...
That’s where Tony went
when he left Maria, doubtless to preserve his health. No further than the garage, though. He rag picked a cook stove, a mattress and
some other things, and he lived there.
Divorce? Unthinkable. Put Maria away? Why?
She was his wife. He would never
have left her. She was bananas, but she
was his world. This was his place, in this life.
* * *
I started a family, and
finished two degrees, and ended up where I had always been going: I worked as
an institutional counselor for juvenile delinquents. Wherever I moved the family, I have always
returned to Detroit. I am good with kids, especially black kids,
who I perceived as the fallout from my once-cherished Detroit, which had become society’s
alley. They don’t trust any officials
and they have heard all they’re going to listen to about everyone’s faith in
them to change, to be better than they have been. They have a hard time trusting words. Most of the kids I worked with had no
families or had patched-together ones, smattered wrecks with strewn or lost
parts. Like my forbearers, I’m a
mechanic from Detroit,
a fixer of families ruined by the Great Escape.
As time passes though, I
am less drippy about it all; I have become instead a wizened Gabby Hayes,
offering the boys cantankerous social and political observations in the form of
storytelling, like this one I tell you now.
For them, I retell the Detroit
boy-wanderer’s transit and place them within an historically sound context that
gives them a reference point. A lot of
them don’t know who or what they come from.
I give them a city.
Your attachment to a
place, what you identify with, is what you tell yourself it was.
So, on Jefferson Avenue,
hanging on a tripod that faces out to the river and the world (as tribute to
our favorite son, Joe Louis), is a facsimile of the Champ’s curiously detached,
extended arm and power-driving fist.
Welcome, neighbor, to the city that has always devoured itself, arising
again from self-immolation. Enclaves and
bedroom communities that coincidentally butt up against each other, Detroit
became a segregated killing ground defined by what has been taken from it
rather than what it has become. True
Detroiters as a result have a generational inferiority complex not unlike
Palestinians - reactive, sure of themselves almost only when threatened. When we tell people we are from Detroit, we brace for the
inevitably jocular or derisive rejoinder before demurring: “Well, I don’t
actually live in the city itself, of
course.”
Or: we might brag
reflexively that we are Hockey
Town, The Bad Boys,
Motown, Tommy Hearns, Aretha... (how can we make you love us?) Gilda Radner,
Robin Williams, Lily Tomlin, Tom Selleck, George C. Scott...(Do you see
us?) Once the center of a stove industry
and the fur trade, Big Timber, Iron, Chemical, Mineral, Railroad and
Automotive...they all pass through, bankrolling their escapes. Detroit, built
and still surrounded by Big Money, into whose coffers our mayors still
dutifully deposit architectural treasures and plumb city contracts, defacing
the landscape, as if Detroit
were merely a luckless aging whore, trading her jewels for a warm coat and a
temporary fix.
And I come back
home.
But the Bomb seems to
have been dropped. A friend from out of
state told me Detroit
is the ugliest place he has ever seen.
“Looks like the illegitimate offspring of a dalliance between Trenton, New Jersey and Los Angeles.” I could tell him that Detroit is rebuilding at a ferocious rate
(roads, stadiums, the African/American Museum, bridges, buildings, neighborhood
developments), that he doesn’t know our spirit.
Father Cunningham’s Focus/Hope, I could tell him, born of the riots,
whose programs have fed, sheltered and trained masses of the forgotten - that’s
an inner city miracle! The cutting- edge
technology of the Focus/Hope Industrial Center attracts foreign envoys,
statesmen and corporate giants the world over who come to learn how to turn
their cultures toward the new century.
These are stories worth celebrating.
But it’s time Detroit quit trying to
appeal to everyone.
Instead, I’m telling
you: a city is only, ever, a matter of storytelling, and Detroit must know its story. Here is mine: I cannot leave Detroit or pretend I wasn’t here. I came back to find pieces of me buried in
the kids who are running away from home, ashamed, looking for their Family of
Man.
For all of us, Detroit remains an angry
old neighbor, screaming at us from a porch.
The Triumphs of Saints and Heroes
(back to top)
The American culture has become a veritable soft-bellied road
warrior cult of competing ideologies and morally neutral materialism.
As a result, America’s youth - whether isolated by social
advantage or cultural deprivation - suffer the delusions of shut-ins
and cover with clever cynicism and pervasive ingratitude. The young
only learn and mature by emulating noble adult example; to date,
America’s youth have not been greatly impressed.
What is on their mind is their personal and cultural abandonment,
which begets either vengeance or detachment. Busy sorting out ways
they can acquire and take their time growing up, their anomie seems
almost charming, as if they were a strain of pure bred pup we hope
will never grow up and bite.
The sixties generation they may idolize at times (with their parents’
often illegitimate abetting), if they are even aware of that time,
received too much media credit for activism when, in fact, few were
actually involved in manning the barricades during the civil rights
and anti-war movements. Until the Beatles and Dylan, American youth
were voiceless, the term “teenager” hardly twenty years
in use. Conformist and hopelessly dependent on prevailing opinion
regarding most everything, their unoriginal defiance, with some
few exceptions, took the form of organizing and speaking out at
the behest of and seeking the acceptance of remarkable icons of
literature, government and even sports - but only after their cultural
Godfather, John Kennedy, had been abruptly taken from them.
Orphaned then like a generational Hamlet, they collectively resisted
and disobeyed on principle and with genuinely felt distrust for
the same people who had put Americans in camps, or others behind
bars for their beliefs. It was a basic values training that ultimately
husbanded a more fair-minded and environmental society, fostering
a whole generation bent on preserving the bedrock of American freedom
for all.
But a certain aggressive vein of disenfranchisement in that age
of social disobedience runs through the American consciousness and
expresses itself even now, like some bizarre social dyslexia, in
things like contentious Hummer owners declaring their freedom to
waste as some kind of inalienable right. As a result, sayings from
those Days of Rage like, “Think Globally, Act Locally”
have little resonance for the young now. Though their minds may
still constitute fertile ground in which to nurture a social consciousness,
the rootless among them, those raised by television and strangers
employed at the day care, to say nothing of the millions who hail
from divorced families, have grown up without much in the way of
a neighborhood as a reference point. So no apparent “local”
comes to mind. They have learned their lessons well: expect nothing.
Like silent protestors in a sit down strike, they practice meaningful
inertia. Even when they want to know, institutional disinformation
campaigns muddy the intellectual waters and caricature any truth
into mere urban legend within minutes, instantly disproved without
fact checks or due process, delivered hot and ready, racy, tasty
and indigestible. It would take work for the American youth to examine
and declare their opinion of the information flourishing in their
midst, and they have rarely been required to take much in the way
of risk or sweat equity, and understandably (if disappointingly)
see no reason to initiate the effort. Their inability to contemplate
the attendant dangers, approaching disability, certainly derive
from the lack of moral example in their homes, from parents who
are either too busy or focused on their own pursuits to imagine
the fallout.
Ideally, children’s minds should be fed truthful stories of
greatness or moral lessons conveying that contributing to one’s
extended family to ensure the safe conduct for the benefit of all
inspires, protects and preserves...a life well lived. But that life
must be seen and experienced, not rumored in storybooks alone. If
a person is no longer able to see that greatness in their elders
who orally transmit their own story, then they must remain children,
because they have no role in continuing traditions and no obligations.
So today’s teens are stuck where any youth must be - in fantasy.
They are obliged to create their own tale of noble triumph. But
without a sense of your goodness and fervent ideals, your story,
as is true of some many young today, must be told in isolation and
becomes more extravagant, surreal, and grotesque with the hour.
Perhaps this is so because although they continue to obsess, as
has been the case with all youth for all time, about sex, murder,
money and mayhem, these evolving awarenesses are now infused and
stricken with the social, emotional and global dislocation, visions
of pandemic chaos, environmental collapse and almost cartoonish
armageddon that can paralyze any of us, though for a lot of the
current youth these are no more than abstract concepts, as exciting
as they are troubling. Small wonder at their extreme, almost suicidal
bouts of drinking on the campuses and the gunplay at movie theaters
and house parties. The luxury of remote viewing ends up necessitating
participation and the longer it takes, the more sudden and violent
the impact. When humans are separate, they must find a way to make
contact, and the further they drift away, the more errant their
perceptions of themselves (without feedback) and their paranoia
about the will and intentions of others. So we collide with one
another, or eliminate ourselves.
If the sixties generation came into the world after World War II
fearing the bomb, polio and other crippling and life-ending diseases,
there was consistency: they grew up living by strict rules that,
defied, promised well-defined peril. They studied without benefit
of drugs, excuses, or technological distractions; they walked to
get anywhere. No less hopeful, young people now though still idealistic
own nothing of themselves, whether pampered by a parent or at the
mercy of the street and the courts. To emerge from this, they must
emulate someone. Yet their options for “heroes” are
limited: Talk show bullies whose stock in trade is anything but
exploration of truth or debate about ideas and principles; rap artists
who tend toward emasculated, superannuated thugs or self-aggrandizing
clowns eulogizing other bullies and crank heads. They might admire
loud-mouthed, stock-trader-whiz kid varieties who are no more than
WWF wrestlers in ties, or overpaid athletes whose love for material
reward is only exceeded by their need to be worshipped for shameful
displays revealing of nothing so much as their astounding insecurity.
So the mind of today’s youth turns inward for its example,
the very definition of mental illness. As we clung during the Great
Depression to Fred Astaire’s exaggerated elegance on the silver
screen and laughed at baggy-pants comedians on stage, today kids
cling to stealing, beating, rapping, robbing hoods in cyber fantasies
to achieve imaginary control over circumstance, however implausibly
and vicariously. Or, technological voyeurs, they watch “reality
shows” to find some form empathic connection with their own
chaotic and inexplicable malaise.
And because most don’t even deliver newspapers or work before
their parents have paid their way through college any more, much
less labor at a respected and traditional trade, they are under-socialized.
The lawns are smooth expanses of snow in the winter, the fields
empty in the summer, the windows un-soaped at Halloween. They don’t
know how to speak to others, even how to fight. They are naive,
numb and unprepossessing, but nice, generally, lest they miss out
on some advantage. Their minds mull favor and they are well-schooled
in manipulation and agreement. In such an environment, how would
we expect them to raise their voices for any cause that held no
assurance of payment? They are imitators not out of fear that they
would be rejected by their parents or punished and kept from what
they desire - indeed, almost none of them have ever known denial
of any pleasure. They are addicted to and focused on their sinecure.
So, contrary to the popular perception of their generation, these
youth have not been inundated by the information glut. Instead,
they chose higher ground, where they stay dry, untouched, curious
about, perhaps even disbelieving the onslaught of information-without-context.
But from that vantage the world is a flat vista, and you are marooned.
With no information, nothing like belief and worse, little curiosity,
nerve or confidence, one remains a timid observer in his or her
lot.
But we should not mistake their worth and fail to hope. The minds
of these youth are still inquisitive, only stillborn. They are preoccupied
with matters of themselves - income, comfort, safety - based on
their fear of disappearing without the outward trappings of existence.
They do not know or own their story, so they must invent another,
which will uniformly be a self-protective fantasy, like a flawless
graphic video game, which unfortunately fails to document the triumph
of saints and heroes throughout time, but the shortcut solutions
of impatient, frustrated strangers.
PARK IS AGAIN THE PLACE TO BE
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by TIM JEFFREY
In the twenties it pulsed with life and swarmed with people: restaurants,
clothiers, hotels, public baths, retail, music. Famous and infamous
Detroit personalities, socialites and underworld figures circulated
nightly along the four block west side corridor running north from
Grand Circus Park to the Fisher Freeway, resembling Chicago’s
Rush Street.
Today, Park Street appears to be only another discouragingly stark,
desolate visual counterpoint to the sparkle and activity pulsating
a block east in the theater and sports venues that signal Woodward
Avenue’s - and by extension Detroit’s - revival.
Yet in the long shadow cast by the Ilitch empire’s Fox Theater
and Hockeytown, Harrington’s nine year-old watering hole,
the Town Pump, a destination well before it was fashionable to grab
a drink or a bite downtown, continues to thrive on the corner of
Park and Montcalm. The youngest of ____, Sean had traveled the world
working in restaurants, sailing to his hearts delight, and studying
what would be his life’s trade in the restaurants of Europe
and the Caribbean and saving some bread before he settled back home
in Detroit. He had by then come to some firm conclusions regarding
how customers should be treated and fed when, only a year or so
in business, he began to dream (some would have said, back then:
“hallucinate”) that his business was the beginning of
a resurrected Park Street. He scraped up $400,000 and bought an
old building surrounded by rubbish and wasted lots where other businesses
once stood. He heard far off music…
Which, finally, four years after Harrington began to gut the old
Iodent building across Montcalm from Town Pump, is about to start
up as he opens “Centaur,” a clubby, “cool”
multi-level lounge.
Early in 1999, however, the lanky young entrepreneur would lead
small groups of friends, potential investors and the curious through
the dank, lightless hollows and drafty stairwells of the former
Iodent, inviting them to envision drinkers, quiet games of tournament
pool; over there, cool music, classic murals.
This required an active imagination.
Inside soot-caked windows, ancient must assaulted the lungs and
eyes; shoes scuffed grit, making dull, echoing lonely sounds; mildew
stained peeling wallpaper, rotting sills and rusting spans.
For decades previous to that, Detroit’s various strategies
for an economically viable resurgence had boiled down to two narrow
and unnecessarily opposed concepts: build large scale, major event
attractions to draw activity; or rebuild an affordable downtown
housing base to draw people, then service them with small and, ultimately,
larger businesses.
It’s a familiar, even stereotypical Detroit scenario, a ritual
which seems to organically reenact itself every ten to twenty years:
while struggling, downtown entrepreneurs attempt to manage businesses
in blighted, fringe neighborhoods, the cycle of demolishing historical
edifices, architectural landmarks and crumbling eyesores begins
anew, to erect the next “vision” of Detroit’s
ever changing face. Rather than representative icons like Stroh’s,
Motown, or Vernor’s, the skyline metamorphoses into faceless,
high-profile redevelopments like GM’s Renaissance Center,
national hotel and eating chains, stadiums, concrete waterfront
residential bunkers...until, all hope abandoned, casinos.
While he agrees that large developments are critical to the city’s
life, Harrington’s dream instead is for Park, as it was in
the past, to become an identifiable small business enclave with
foot traffic, a bonafide entertainment district that will sustain
life and activity.
And why not? Park Avenue during the Iodent years teemed with life,
from the Clover Club in the Detroit Building - where Nat King Cole
and other greats once performed - to The Penthouse, a favorite mafia
hangout in the forties and fifties. Even Harrington’s Town
Pump, where twenty years before the Purple Gang was known to gather,
had its heyday. From the forties through the seventies, Park thrived
on the many folk still living in the apartments above who could
shop in a 24-hour store, visit a Turkish bath, get shoes and boots
repaired in a leather shop or have a drink and dinner at Cliff Bell’s,
an upscale restaurant that featured band music and dancing. For
many of those years and into the eighties, a magician’s supply
survived on touring professionals’ who sometimes made the
trip to Detroit specifically to visit Park Avenue.
The incongruously ornate former Detroit Police Academy across Park
from the Town Pump was originally built by Henry Ford’s wife
when she was rejected for membership by the Womens’ League
down the avenue: if she couldn’t be in their club, she would
just build her own.
Not unlike Sean Harrington, who over those four years quite without
the cooperation large scale concerns can expect in similar circumstances
has stripped out and created - in what was once a neighborhood factory
during the booming twenties – a stylish dining and music experience
with a feel of those slick twenties in the medium price ranges.
A relatively minor, workmanlike footnote in Detroit’s history
of blue collar constructions, the eight story Iodent was built as
the flagship for the Wormer and Moor Real Estate Company. But the
Crash of 1929 soon changed that and several tenants came and went
before the Iodent Toothpaste Company made it their headquarters
in the forties.
Now, along a newly poured cement floor and anachronistic Deco highlights,
the wafting, eclectic mix of everything from jazz, modern, soul,
rock, trance, swing, and even twenties ensemble sounds will emanate
from bands set up on the second floor, bathing the premises in “cool,”
as Sean sees it. A place where “people can sit and talk after
work or meet just before the show,” and of course, after.
“Suit-friendly but some jeans, too,” the owner guesses,
a contrast to the crowd next door at the Pump, perhaps, with a less
intrusive musical presence and slower pace beyond the new, black
framed insulated glass that gives those inside a full view of the
action on the street. And nobody is questioning now when the young
entrepreneur envisions more activity out there in the future on
the order of tony streets elsewhere, this time with decidedly soul-city
trappings. Cliff Bell’s has been bought and will become a
restaurant again and, in time, the Iodent will feature market-rate
dwellings on the top six floors.
Harrington’s Iodent restoration is one of a growing number
of small business developments in the whole northern half of the
downtown these days. But size is not the only distinction between
Harrington and corporate interests downtown. Although the city had
initially shown a curious disdain toward the project, Harrington,
seasoned at a young age by the tough demands of the restaurant business
and the wildly speculative real estate downtown market “did
it with no backing, with the banks telling me no, with the DDA telling
me no,” and would not be intimidated or discouraged. Having
held out for funding from H.U.D. and elsewhere - which he had errantly
been led to think would be available and that would have reduced
debt service on his building loan - he now sportingly dismisses
the tough years spent paying the freight and waiting on construction
holdups for what will end up being a $4 million project as he tried
to finagle a better deal. It was a learning experience “and
that’s that.”
Consigned to construction limbo and wrestling with the inevitable
building department snafus that frustrate many a developer in a
city like Detroit – every day of which can threaten a small
businessman with financial ruin – Harrington kept his eyes
on the future. And the future, in the case of Centaur, is now.
Excitedly, Harrington now points out the chalk marked floor where
a handsome bow-fronted, black and silver banded deco martini bar
will stand. Overhead, the wide staircase ascends on the way to the
second floor entertainment room to an abbreviated open deck overlooking
the main floor that will accommodate small parties at a handful
of tables.
Though it does not follow the layout or have anything like the old,
comfortable hotel joint appeal that attracted a ready public to
the former Purple gang-hangout Town Pump when he opened in 1996,
the Centaur on the other hand will have it’s own personality.
Utilizing a twenties Parisian Deco motif, the overlapped, geometric
black woods with silver edging, lights concealed behind stainless
steel back-lit sconces, spare railings, open floors and windows
give it a slick, upscale feel without unnecessary airs or flourishes.
Tasteful, imported pink Indian stone floors throughout; solid, customized,
backed bar stools and couches; classy full length mirrors in the
larger bathrooms; and suspended from the second floor ceiling, an
eighteen foot knockoff of a Fisher Building Deco chandelier drops
to just above the main floor bar through an oval cutout in the floor.
Guests can see down, or up, be seen, or gaze out to the street.
The wide staircase surmounted with a reproduction of Marcel DuChamp’s
“Nude Descending A Staircase,” which created the stir
that began the Deco period, sets a stylish tone from another time.
Every space has been thought out and filled with the same whimsical
good cheer or pleasant opportunity for private conversation or sociable
interaction. The club’s principal icons, licentious half-horse,
half-human monsters of ancient Greek mythology, besides being stately
and wise advisors to Jason, Achilles and Heracles, were violent
sorts whose debauchery forever characterized them as emblematic
of man’s bestial nature. On the new premises, Harrington’s
tongue in cheek conception transforms the beasts into charmingly
fertile and randy epicureans leaping across murals on the back walls,
stalking over and under heat vents and around light fixtures in
search of pleasure, wine and women.
The menu will be small and will run to finger foods, hors d’oevures,
perhaps stuffed poppers, with crab and so on. The atmosphere is
less a dining experience than a meeting place after work or before
the show, to listen, talk, perhaps play a game on the 9-foot competition
pool table on the second floor or have a couple go-rounds on the
dart boards. The refurbished second floor arcade windows will open
into the room permitting the strains of nightly Detroit tunes, from
whatever musical group is holding court that night on the northeast
corner riser, to once again float onto Park Avenue after years of
haunting silence. A long way from drafty, musty, dark and lonely
- and a lot closer to breathing life back into Park Street.
Though Harrington considers himself a businessman first and not
by any means strictly a preservationist, he insists that reusing
attractive historical Detroit architecture to turn a buck only makes
sense.
“I liked the Hudson Building like everybody else, and I hated
to see it come down. But people are missing the point,” the
intense, boyish restaurateur comments, surveying other neglected
buildings down Park street. “You need more than one building
to make a downtown district and if you only focus on that one location,
you know, what about all the other, smaller possibilities that are
going to waste here?”
Harrington’s perseverance has been rewarded and his faith
affirmed by the blossoming of Harry’s, the Gem, the Detroit
Brewing Company and Bookies, in the Book Building along Washington
Boulevard, to name a few recent destinations in walking distance
which themselves anchor retail resurrections of their own, only
tangentially related to or marginally dependent sporting dates at
the new stadiums.
“We’ve been down here thirty years,” Sean Harrington
reminds, referring proudly to his family’s resolve in surviving
the hardest of times in a city legendary for mismanaging its dowry.
“You think we’re leaving now?”
This is a reference to his father, Bill who initially attempted
to turn a quick buck in 1966 by purchasing the former Hotel Royal
Palm, now the Park Hotel, as an investment. The plan was to sell
it within a year or so, and move on to other real estate opportunities.
At the time, one year before the riots, Detroit had been vying for
“Model City of America” recognition. Bill bought, the
city burned, the exodus followed and Bill got flattened, obliged
to move his family into the hotel and adopt their new neighborhood.
But Bill Harrington was right on the money…just a couple decades
off.
Undismayed by the setback, Bill formed the Park Avenue neighborhood
group that eventually evolved into the Grand Circus Park Association
by 1980, a motley assemblage of local business and government folk
(and not a few visiting sentimentalists) including people like well-known
and successful preservationist Chuck Forbes. That association would
conceive of and began steps toward creating the then-outrageous
dream of a prosperous, revived theatre district - to include the
Gem and Century Club, the Fox, the State, and the Elwood - which
today symbolizes a rare, contemporary Detroit success story on the
order of an economic miracle which Sean would like to emulate on
a smaller scale.
“Look, everybody wants to come down here and have a good time,”
he convincingly launches into a favorite speech celebrating the
unique aesthetics of the small business, back streets of Detroit.
“What can the suburbs offer that compares with the downtown?
What would prevent us from creating something like Birmingham right
here on Park?”
He has inherited his father’s enthusiasm for accomplishing
things others find risky or ill-timed. And the hard-headed patience
to see it through.
“The beauty of this city is that you can talk to people,”
Sean Harrington enthuses. “At the end of the day as you’re
walking down the street on your way home, you sit down and meet
people who enjoy getting to know one another. It’s like a
family down here.”
“We joke about it a lot,” laughs one member of that
extended “family,” business buddy Tom Moisides who played
a part in both the Harmony Park building revival and now owns Tandem,
across town. “It takes guts and perseverance. So we’re
like frontiersmen. We’re in a 300-year old city where we have
to reinvent ourselves. That’s the beauty of what Sean is doing.
He hasn’t been afraid to jump right in and make it happen.”
“Just like Chicago or Boston,” Bill Harrington insists
with finality, “any city is a neighborhood.”
Sean Harrington is betting on it, and will tell you it’s more
than idealism that guides his judgment: “Revitalizing Detroit
comes down to: do you want to live in chain house developments and
brown subdivisions where you get to pick House A, B or C - or do
you want a choice? Well, Planet Hollywood and Starbucks are all
fine and good...
But what about the local ‘Joe’s Bar?’”
The Detroit News - Editorial Desk
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Honest, constitution-respecting Americans should be outraged by
the bargain basement, euphemistic avoidances - notably unchallenged
and even imitated by this newspaper and other responsible organs
of the free press - that astonishingly even liberals like Mr. Levin
(June 15) lean on these days: “Exagerrations” and “Overstatements”
by our intelligence people? Is this NewSpeak on the order of Worldcom’s
“overstatement of profits?” Such intellectual coardice
is unbecoming...and dangerous.
The fact is, analysts were not errant: though they informed the
Cheney people there was nothing to warrant an attack on Iraq, they
were sent back to their rooms. As they concocted more agreeable
scenarios, to “get on message” ala Wag the Dog, the
only real experts who had been in, knew and investigated it pronounced
Iraq toothless and broken.
We are Americans and our covenant with the world is an honor code,
something higher and finer than the manipulations and lies of petty
dictators. For one, forgeries and stolen, outdated information have
been presented as fact. Thousands of Iraqi civilians slaughtered,
documented around the world with the glaring exception of our own
“free” media.
No Weapons of Mass Destruction; no al-Qaida connection; no truth
to Mr. Powell’s melodramatic assertions; no Saddam Hussein
(and no “Saddam Bunker” ever existed, despite what the
media reported, without facts, dutifully taking down the military’s
sanctioned, prettied-up inventions); no bullet-holes or wounds in
Jessica Lynch...these should rouse pointed questions unencumbered
with vague or misleading prose.
Based on our own criterion we are, factually speaking, allied only
with Israel as the worst existent threat to world peace: we invaded
a sovereign for no cause, continue to supply terrorist organizations
(“freedom fighters” in the American argot) worldwide,
and harbor our own still-unaccounted-for weapons of mass destruction.
We are the progenitors of weapons both biological and chemical,
and war is our number one export. We train others to torture and
violate, and insist all except Israel and ourselves will be judged
by international bodies of law.
Even the ostensible moral high road, about striking back for 9/11,
is a sham. We planned this attack and issued rebuilding contracts
years before - I can testify to this from intimate experience. But
news folk could find it out, if they looked, and wanted to preserve
free speech enough to report it. The empty oratory and criminal
illogic they instead parrot, excused with flag waving references
to our forefathers, has been elevated to an art form, imploring
an All-American God to backstop our baseless vengence. The American
people deserve to know everything.
Demand an investigation. Demand the press print what they know when
they discover it, not when it is expedient to reveal. Or forfeit
the option to ask why we should be seen as the duplicitous, self-deluded
barbarians we have now confirmed for the world we are capable of
being.
Because such childish and un-American posturing from citizens and
journalists - repeating the administration’s sales and marketing
slogans rather than seeking the truth - makes us a road warrior
cult waving flags like talismans, reduced to being no more than
casino gamblers blowing on dice to good luck themselves out of the
next catastrophe. You might better spend your time contemplating
Biblical lessons regarding pride coming before the fall.
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